His Missive

I’m covered up in dirt, my scars cut me deep
My sins are so great I feel as though I can never be forgiven
I’ve made so many mistakes, told so many lies
Is there any way to go back again?
Go back to Your grace, go back to Your love
Soak in Your presence again, feel the freedom of knowing I’m forgiven
Is there any way I can escape from myself?
And lose myself in Your love once again?

I’ve been broken down so many times
Is there any way God could still love me?
Is there any way He could still be here with me?
Is it true that the voice I hear whispering over me is Yours?
Is it true that if I run to You I will be safe from the lies?
Is it true that You still love me after all I’ve done?

I’ve been lost so many times, heard so many lies
Lord are You still there? I can’t believe You would still be here!
The tears keep falling, the pain I can’t escape
Lord will You come and rescue me?

Are You willing to set me free?
Are You still there waiting for me to return home to You?
Are You still there waiting to forgive me for all the times I’ve failed?

This season has been so long, I can’t find my way back home
I’m not sure who You are and who is the enemy
I’m not sure what is the truth and what is the lie
So many voices surround me, how do I know which one is Yours?
The winds are blowing, the rains are pouring
The oceans are rising, I’m dying inside
Lord come and hold me safe in Your arms tonight

I can’t stop the tears from falling, the pain won’t go away
I try to trust You, but I keep failing and failing You
I try to hold on to You but I keep letting go and slipping away
This darkness has been here too long I can’t take it anymore
Lord will You please come, Lord do You even hear my cries?
Or are You just some distant God waiting to fail me like everyone else has?

No! I declare this truth, God is who He is
No matter where I am, no matter what storms rage around me
Jesus is God and He is here with me, protecting me from myself
He still loves me and He has forgiven me
His blood has washed me white, His love keeps me holding on
There is no way to escape His love, there is no way to escape His presence

He whispers over me, “My child it is never too late,
I am still here and I won’t let you go,
I see your scars and dirt but I am waiting for you
Waiting to forgive you and set you free once again
My love never ends no matter where you go, no matter where you’ve been
Even when you let go my love is still holding on to you
My Spirit is falling upon you, my blood is washing you clean
Now you stand before me a new creation

You stand before me as though you’ve never sinned
You are still my beautiful child and I will never let you go
I will make you whole once again, this season will soon be over
The pain, the dirt, the scars, everything you once were is no more
You are a new creation in my eyes, a new child glistening with light
You are never far from me because I am always with you holding on to you
I love you so much, although you have sinned and failed my love is still there
I am waiting for you to come back home, I know how much you are hurting
But soon I will heal you, I will provide all your needs
Even when you don’t trust me I am still there
Although you are broken you are just as beautiful to me”.

“My child listen to my voice, stay close to me
And my voice will drown out the lies
I will never let you go, my love will never end
The way I see you will never change
I have heard every sigh, every cry, I am with you
When the storms of life rage on, I will still be here
When the thunders roar and oceans rise
I am still holding you , I will be your refuge, your place
Just hold on to me and trust that when you let go I am still here
I still love you, I still forgive you, your sins are still forgotten
Just trust me and I will do the rest
Just trust me and I will be here
Trust me, I am here
Trust me, I'll never let go of you
Trust me, I never will
Trust me





I LOVE YOU”.