I must confess, this semester was a bit of ‘au contraire’ to my former personality.
I used to be competitive and idealistic. Now, I am just contented to give what is needed, not seeming to give my best. I haven’t yet decided on whether this is a good thing or not. But anyway, I won’t dwell on that. I have many days to think about it when I’m home. ^_^
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Last week my father asked me (while they were here) things concerning my schedule. Although I am aware that our class will end on the 3rd of April, I boldly said that I can make it to the first of April. For some reasons, I knew at the back of my mind that I will be home on April 1 (despite some glaring evidences that prove otherwise). Right there and then, I put my trust in Him. I relied on Him in making this desire of mine true.
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Yesterday, I fasted. I prayed. I prayed for my exemption as well as of that of the block’s. I prayed for things that I always wanted God to know about. The economy, poverty, crimes, hatred, my indolence. It was quite a long time since I had the chance to do this (because of some prior engagements) and I was just so happy with the peace and joy that I experienced once again from talking to my Savior.
I know many people who don’t have a relationship with God will find this ridiculous but this morning, at exactly 1:12, God told me not to worry because He will put everything to right. And indeed He did (put everything to right, I mean). ^_^
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Today, when I woke up, i was still in the mood for prayer. But I decided to go to CAS instead to see our Chem exemption. Prior to that, Kryszia already told me that I was exempted from N3, so the only thing that’s coming between me and April 1 homecoming is CHEM 14
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Though students dread the make-or-break DPSM Bulletin Board, they are still drawn to it.
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I waited SEVEN agonizing hours for the LIST. I already tried everything in my power to get rid of Mr. Boredom. I sang. I spoke English to Henri, Ann and Stephen(with an accent… XD). I danced. I walked (in fact, I think my sartorius and soleus muscles are complaining right now because of all those walks). But to no avail. I was still bored. I think the SA in DPSM is already familiar with me by now, but The List is still missing in action. However, I didn’t stop from pursuing it. Like a man in love, I did everything in my power to have access to it.
At around 5 I held it in my hands and it was like seeing Mr. AD for the first time! I felt so happy and excited! What’s more is that I got exempted! Talk about God’s grace!
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Now, you may be wondering why I keep on saying God’s grace.
For one, in the greek origin, grace is ‘charis’ which means gift or favor - something that is freely given (without expecting anything in return). And certainly, grace applies to all those miraculous things that happened in my life (including the result of my exams). I did not do anything to deserve it, yet God has been good to me.
Three exemptions? Quite impossible! Why? I did not even study the ‘Red book’. I read it probably once (Although I skipped the part of cardio, respiro and lympho. I just can’t afford to stay awake after reading a page). I do not have extensive collections of buddy stuff (since I have no buddy) which I can use to prepare myself for the exams. I sleep on lectures (though i try my hardest not to). I have no tolerance for long hours of studying nor do I have any special form of intelligence to enable me to remember all those stuff that my professors talk about. My weapon? Nothing much really. It’s simply relying on God’s strength and grace during the trying times. And it is definitely more effective than anything on this planet (if you wanna dispute that, well…). ^_^
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God wants to help you and God can help you.
1. God wants to help us!
–>He LOVES us and always wants to help us (despite all our sins and unworthiness). This is the essence of grace. We did not and cannot earn it. Jesus already won it for us when He died on the cross. Ask in the name of what He has done – God will pour out His blessings, you’ll see! ^_^
2. God can help us!
–>He is powerful enough to help. He made everything. If you know how complicated our organ systems are, you just might have an idea of how omnipotent our Lord is. Cast your cares upon Him and He will give you rest!
To doubt the latter is absurd. To doubt the first is unthinkable. ^_^
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Before I go home, I just want to say: Make things in your life easier! Let go and let God! ^_^
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P.S. Congratulations to all those who were exempted! You brought glory to our Father! You make me proud of you as well! See you on April 14! Have a fun vacation!
^_^
I used to be competitive and idealistic. Now, I am just contented to give what is needed, not seeming to give my best. I haven’t yet decided on whether this is a good thing or not. But anyway, I won’t dwell on that. I have many days to think about it when I’m home. ^_^
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Last week my father asked me (while they were here) things concerning my schedule. Although I am aware that our class will end on the 3rd of April, I boldly said that I can make it to the first of April. For some reasons, I knew at the back of my mind that I will be home on April 1 (despite some glaring evidences that prove otherwise). Right there and then, I put my trust in Him. I relied on Him in making this desire of mine true.
************************************************************************
Yesterday, I fasted. I prayed. I prayed for my exemption as well as of that of the block’s. I prayed for things that I always wanted God to know about. The economy, poverty, crimes, hatred, my indolence. It was quite a long time since I had the chance to do this (because of some prior engagements) and I was just so happy with the peace and joy that I experienced once again from talking to my Savior.
I know many people who don’t have a relationship with God will find this ridiculous but this morning, at exactly 1:12, God told me not to worry because He will put everything to right. And indeed He did (put everything to right, I mean). ^_^
*************************************************************************
Today, when I woke up, i was still in the mood for prayer. But I decided to go to CAS instead to see our Chem exemption. Prior to that, Kryszia already told me that I was exempted from N3, so the only thing that’s coming between me and April 1 homecoming is CHEM 14
***************************************************************************
Though students dread the make-or-break DPSM Bulletin Board, they are still drawn to it.
***************************************************************************
I waited SEVEN agonizing hours for the LIST. I already tried everything in my power to get rid of Mr. Boredom. I sang. I spoke English to Henri, Ann and Stephen(with an accent… XD). I danced. I walked (in fact, I think my sartorius and soleus muscles are complaining right now because of all those walks). But to no avail. I was still bored. I think the SA in DPSM is already familiar with me by now, but The List is still missing in action. However, I didn’t stop from pursuing it. Like a man in love, I did everything in my power to have access to it.
At around 5 I held it in my hands and it was like seeing Mr. AD for the first time! I felt so happy and excited! What’s more is that I got exempted! Talk about God’s grace!
***************************************************************************
Now, you may be wondering why I keep on saying God’s grace.
For one, in the greek origin, grace is ‘charis’ which means gift or favor - something that is freely given (without expecting anything in return). And certainly, grace applies to all those miraculous things that happened in my life (including the result of my exams). I did not do anything to deserve it, yet God has been good to me.
Three exemptions? Quite impossible! Why? I did not even study the ‘Red book’. I read it probably once (Although I skipped the part of cardio, respiro and lympho. I just can’t afford to stay awake after reading a page). I do not have extensive collections of buddy stuff (since I have no buddy) which I can use to prepare myself for the exams. I sleep on lectures (though i try my hardest not to). I have no tolerance for long hours of studying nor do I have any special form of intelligence to enable me to remember all those stuff that my professors talk about. My weapon? Nothing much really. It’s simply relying on God’s strength and grace during the trying times. And it is definitely more effective than anything on this planet (if you wanna dispute that, well…). ^_^
***************************************************************************
God wants to help you and God can help you.
1. God wants to help us!
–>He LOVES us and always wants to help us (despite all our sins and unworthiness). This is the essence of grace. We did not and cannot earn it. Jesus already won it for us when He died on the cross. Ask in the name of what He has done – God will pour out His blessings, you’ll see! ^_^
2. God can help us!
–>He is powerful enough to help. He made everything. If you know how complicated our organ systems are, you just might have an idea of how omnipotent our Lord is. Cast your cares upon Him and He will give you rest!
To doubt the latter is absurd. To doubt the first is unthinkable. ^_^
***************************************************************************
Before I go home, I just want to say: Make things in your life easier! Let go and let God! ^_^
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P.S. Congratulations to all those who were exempted! You brought glory to our Father! You make me proud of you as well! See you on April 14! Have a fun vacation!
^_^
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